Almost two months ago I had a huge meltdown (for some reason I tend to experience these moments mid-year). I don’t know if I can quite explain it but it begun with me being in such a bad mood on a Saturday afternoon.
It was fear – fear of disappointing my family, my colleagues, my soon-to-be husband, you guys. I just felt so much pressure and wanted so bad to remove myself from it all. Gosh, I’m fighting back tears just thinking about it.
About two days after I experienced this meltdown, I took some time to write down all the things I’ve managed to achieve this year and allowed myself to embrace my accomplishments. This put everything into perspective for me and I was completely done with that moment! Until mid-next year, at least. Haha!