Tiona Wangeci's Disturbing Words Before Her Death

Tiona Wangeci was a model, blogger and make-up artist, she was also DJ Sadic's cousin and what we have just learned from her posts, she was an orphan. 

Tiona Wangeci was Singer Wangeci's best friend, she unfortunately passed away yesterday at the hospital after a road accident two days ago.

It is not clear yet who was driving the car and what caused the accident that caused the death of the 20 year old.

Days before the accident she wrote words which were posted on her Tumblr blog that showed how emotional and sad she was. it seems that something was disturbing her and she needed to share it.

This is the sad and disturbing post.

Lately, I’ve been thinking of the time I was suicidal.. There really isn’t anything good about that time. I don’t recall a happy moment or a time I smiled. I was just… Dead, I guess. I was literally numb to everything, I had no one to talk to. Im an only child with two parents that are gone. The only thing I have left are my thoughts.. which aren’t good.

 I keep of thinking on that day.. maybe I should have continued to cut myself.. maybe I should have killed myself when I had the chance, I should have just grown some balls and cut my wrist in peace. I really don’t feel like there’s anything in this life for me. it’s like one bad thing happening after the other to me.. I’m only 20 and I’ve seen life more than any 32 year old has.. and I hate that. Why does it have to be struggle after struggle for me? Pain after pain, disappointment after effort.. it’s like God is giving me a sign to end my suffering.. to just go and be with my mother… Isn’t death suppose to be peaceful? isn’t heaven place to be one with yourself? I’m not sure but I’m curious enough to find out. 

More on her blog

May her soul rest in peace…. 


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